I gotta tell ya that .. everyday closer to my surgery im realizing just how different my life is going to be. I think about clothes that I own right now .. that i will NEVER have to wear again. I think about clothes I own right now that are too small and how one day they will be lose .. and then bigger and bigger till they wont fit anymore. I think about how it wont be such a struggle just to get around and do simple things. I think about feeling beautiful inside and out for my husband. I think about how the way he looks at me will change .. no long with pitty .. but with excitment. No longer 2nd best but best ever .
And then after all that .. i think about my sons smile . How when he see's me now .. he gets the biggest smile in the world on his face .. he loves me just the way i am . He loves me fat . <3 If I could bottle up that love and take it with me everywhere I went .... sighs . He is my world . .He is my reason.
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